Pics @ the mall...

I forced my kids to go to the mall with me. I bribed them with candy and let them play on the toy cars. Anyhow, after we were done, they were outside playing and they looked so cute so I took a few pics.

Pictures..

A couple of weekends ago, we went and spent the weekend In Chattanooga. We went to the Aquarium and to Lake Winnepesukah (a theme park). We had so much fun. I love that the kids are getting older and much easier to travel with. No more bottles, strollers, sippy cups and thank goodness, no more diapers or pull ups! They are getting so much bigger I love how they savor the little things...like eating ice cream, catching lightning bugs, playing with the doggies...it doesn't take much to make them happy. And they have no idea how happy they make their mommy. Anyways, I thought I would post a few pics of our little weekend. Oh, and the penguins at the Aquarium....I love them. They are so amazing, there was a pair and they mimicked each other and they were touching each other and being so sweet...

Making up for lost time....

I haven't blogged in almost two months. I have been super busy with all that I have had going on. I have been working for 90 days today. I think I have had enough....
I am stuck on what to do. I want to quit my job, and I don't.... I miss my babies and they are only little once. In this 90 days, I missed alot. I missed Caden's school field trips, I missed Laiken's first day of Kindercamp...I wanted to badly to be the mommy who goes on all the field trips and volunteers in the kids' classrooms, and makes cookies.....I have stayed at home for a long time, and I thought that I wanted my identity back as a person, not just a mommy of three....and I am realizing that my identity is just what I am, a mommy who loves her babies more than anything in this world. But now, I feel guilty leaving my job and I feel guilty staying home....I know in my HEART what I really need to do, but it's hard....more later, I suppose.....