Really. I'm becoming super paranoid.
I've panicked bc I breathed in bleach and hairspray fumes. I'm terrified I'm going to hurt this baby.
I spanked Cade and then I cried. Scotty doesn't feel good and is having a flare up in Cincinnati and i'm terrified something awful is going to happen to him. I've been crying about that. Maybe it's the hormones but I'm feeling a little looney. I'm just so nervous...and to top it off, this was at my back door..

Which I drowned in a whole bottle of bleach, then cried bc I was scared the bleach fumes were going to hurt the baby. Praying this goes away soon...
BTW Caden killed the taruntula with a wooden board. After I poured bleach on it. I did not want to wake up with that thing in the bed with me!!

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Melody said...

Girl, you are fine! When I was 16 weeks pregnant, I was cleaning the bathroom. Our old house was SUPER tiny and there was no window OR vent in the bathroom. I mixed bleach AND tilex, AND comet together! Seriously, smoke was everywhere before I even realized what I'd done! I then called my ob AND my old doctors office to get a 2nd opinion. They both said, your body is designed to filter the air before it gets to your baby. I was SO terrified! I do completely understand the fear though! This too, shall pass. HOpefully you get another little girl out of this :)

Anonymous said...

Wow, that spider is HUGE !!! This time of year we tend to have a spider or 2 or 3 sneak their way into our home !!! Stressful I agree :)
So glad I stopped by and am now your newest follower !

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