Sneak peak B&A

I know this is so bad, but I didn't want to have my face in any picture today!! It is so broke out. So I went from Blonde to dark today and although I've been dark for years, it's a huge adjustment after being blonde for a few months..
Before..



After


I washed my make up off and took a half pic of my face..



I have not had bad skin since I was pregnant with Laiken. They say girls steal your beauty..if this is a little boy, ive been robbed!

That said, I would gain 100 pounds and be sick every day and have the nastiest skin ever if it meant I would have a perfect healthy baby.

Today is November 1st. I cannot believe next Wednesday it will be a year since my baby girl left my body to go to heaven...wow.

And on next Tuesday, I will find out if this babe is a boy or a girl..and I'm thrilled!!! Gender reveal party will be that night and it gives me something to look forward to! Kids are so excited;)