I haven't blogged in almost two months. I have been super busy with all that I have had going on. I have been working for 90 days today. I think I have had enough....
I am stuck on what to do. I want to quit my job, and I don't.... I miss my babies and they are only little once. In this 90 days, I missed alot. I missed Caden's school field trips, I missed Laiken's first day of Kindercamp...I wanted to badly to be the mommy who goes on all the field trips and volunteers in the kids' classrooms, and makes cookies.....I have stayed at home for a long time, and I thought that I wanted my identity back as a person, not just a mommy of three....and I am realizing that my identity is just what I am, a mommy who loves her babies more than anything in this world. But now, I feel guilty leaving my job and I feel guilty staying home....I know in my HEART what I really need to do, but it's hard....more later, I suppose.....
The A Team
- The Anglin Family
- Central, Arkansas, United States
- Hi! Im Ashley. I am a southern mama who loves Jesus! I am married to Scotty and we have four kids. Caden is 10, Laiken is 9, Camden is 7, and Sawyer Bliss is almost two months. She was born after the loss of our daughter Ryan Elizabeth in my second trimester or pregnancy. Saywer is our miracle girl. I had a complete previa while pregnant with her. I love sweet tea, diet coke, make up, and I am slightly addicted to snowcones. I love long drives, the south in general, the lake, and long hot bubble baths. Join me as I blog about our little family and and about my new adventures in cosleeping, cloth diapering, and exclusively breastfeeding Miss Sawyer. Thanks for stopping by! You can also follow us on YouTube. www.youtube.com/theanglinfamily
The hubby and I
Made with graphic elements by Meghan Mullens
Blogs I love to read
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It's in his heart7 years ago
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State of the Blog7 years ago
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Firsts!7 years ago
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.Chasing Words.7 years ago
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On Giving Thanks in the Thick of It8 years ago
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He Makes All Things New8 years ago
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We Have Moved9 years ago
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I miss you because...11 years ago
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1 comment:
I stumbled across your blog and I think its great! I know exactly what you mean about working vs. staying home. For a long time I wouldn't even consider staying home because I thought that I would feel cut off from the world and not have the sense of accomplishment that work gave me, but I also felt guilty that I couldn't give 100% of myself to my home and family and they sometimes suffered for that. Now that I'm a SAHM I feel guilty that I'm not contributing financially to my family. I think as long as we're concerned about how we're affecting our children and spouses we must be doing something right, otherwise we just wouldn't care.
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