Bunch of Randamity.

Word on the street is that central Arkansas may get some of the white wet stuff that falls from the sky tonight. I know all of you folks up in NWA and in Kansas and MO are tired of it I am sure, but I want some of it! Just a little. Just sayin.

I am finally blogging from my laptop again. My sweet darling husband got me a wireless card. Every internet company out there said they couldn't provide service out where I live. Seriously, I live in the sticks. I have been going a little nutty without internet but have had the Iphone to use...but it's not the same. I adore my laptop.

We are supposed to go to the Hematologist/Oncologist tomorrow in LR at 11:00. Hoping we can go but still want some of the white stuff. :-) I really would like the whole day off of work......Next week, he sees his pulmonologist and rhuematologist. Nothing like having a whole team of doctors..

I have had several friends/family/etc ask how we are doing and really we are doing great. Scotty is feeling well and has applied for disability. I am back working and enjoying it. We were very blessed during his hospital stay with genorosity and I cannot thank the people who helped, prayed, and supported us enough. Again. Every time I get another card, I am overwhelmed with appreciation!!! My life has changed a little. Maybe a lot for me, but its for the best if that makes sense....I am not NEEDING anything. We are NOT moving as we decided against that...we prayed hard about it and feel that's not our best option right now. I really don't know what the future holds, but right now life is good. And a little more precious. Honestly, I about lost it a few times in the hospital but kept praying for strength. On our anniversary, he was on a ventilator and I was SCARED and panicky and it didn't seem fair. I wanted to go away for the weekend and he was in the hospital. I drove from the hospital to pick up the kids not wanting to leave him but had no choice and I SCREAMED the whole way there. I had to pull over and get it together. God picked me back up. When he came home and I thought FINALLY he's home...we went right back and that's really when I thought I was going to lose him from the massive pulmonary embolism. I feel alot stronger now, love him a little more, and feel alot closer to God. I pray for his condition every day. I want it to go away. But I also am SO thankful he's alive, that I'll take it right now.

Whew. That was long. :-) Night!!