how fitting..a "God thing"..

You ever put something in your purse and forget about it? I was switching purses yesterday and I found this. Wow.
The day before Ryan went to be with Jesus I was so scared. I had an overwhelming fear. An instinct that something was wrong. I felt the need to read my bible and I went to Isaiah and I copied this verse down on this scraggly note card. I put it in my purse and forgot about it.
Yesterday, I was switching purses and I found it and i remembered. How fitting I find this verse? It gave me chills. There was no rhyme or reason to write it down..I don't know why I did. But He knew. A gentle reminder to me..He is here.
I struggle every minute of the day..but He is there for everyone of those minutes.
I want my baby back. But I know I can't. I'm angry. I'm sad. I went through 6 days of labor. I HURT. I miss her. But He is there..I can hear Him..
Daughter, I am with you..be not afraid..
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Heather said...

That verse is one of my very favorites and one I have clung too in my darkest and hardest times. I have read it aloud, silently, prayed it and claimed it over and over. I am doing the same for you as I type this. I'm just so sorry and wish there was more I could do.

Melody said...

So true! I'm glad you found that.

"We can cry with hope, we can grieve with hope, because we believe with hope.."