its Friday

It's 10:00 Friday night and all are sleeping in my house..
It's rather quiet! I think I'm going to make a cup of coffee and take a hot bath (although I will be up till 3, haha). I'm loving all the holiday coffee creamers. I'm digging caramel apple right now.
Last night Cade had his Christmas program and I loved it. They sang Christmas through the eyes of a child..it made me think. I wish I had that innocence back for one minute..the thrill of Santa..the warmth..
I'm trying very hard to make sure my kids feel that way. And I know they do. And that makes me happy.
I haven't sent out Christmas cards yet. Just haven't felt like it yet. Is that terrible?
Today was a good day. I shopped with my mom and managed to make it through... I had a meltdown on the phone with my previous OB drs office over a bill...
I almost yelled at a smoking pregnant girl outside of Wal-Mart. But I bit my tongue.
Tomorrow we have a bday party to go to and im hoping to go visit a new church on Sunday. I'm determined to make it a great weekend.:-) hope you all have a great one..I'm off to drink that coffee and take a hot bath with a good book.(yay.)

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Melody said...

Ashley, I'm glad you are feeling better. I'm sure there will still be good and bad days but I know that your story will touch many hearts. I'm thankful that you are not alone during this time! much love!


Tiffany said...

I am praying you have a really FUN and blessed weekend!

"We can cry with hope, we can grieve with hope, because we believe with hope.."