1.18.2011

t..t..t..Tuesday.



The pic of Cade is just because. Just because he rarely lets me take his picture. The other pic is our dinner which is Orange Picante Chicken. You can Google it. I modified it a little and used brown rice, because I don't eat white stuff and I added the juice of a fresh Orange also along with the OJ. Anyways, I really liked the flavor.

Today I got up and got the kids ready for school and after they left, I went back to bed. Until 11:20. I felt guilty and lazy after I got up. Scotty and I went grocery shopping together before we had to pick the kids up. I cried countless times today..sitting in the Walmart Subway...walking past diapers..driving past Ryan's grave. It just hurts. Plain and simple. My Memaw called me and told me that a girl from church delivered a stillborn son and it made me more sad. I don't know what happened, but keep her in your prayers.

I didn't get the job I applied for in Little Rock, but there's a reason. So I applied for a job in Fayetteville and I'm praying I get this one. And yes, that means we would move. Which is stressful to think about, but I'm also ready for a change. I'm just praying about it.

To all of you who have sent me sweet messages, thank you! It means so much. I find someone new everyday in this blog world in the baby loss family who I find myself praying for...
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5 comments:

Brittney said...

I'm so sorry you've had to go through this! I'm praying for you! Fayetteville is a great place to live. :)

Melody said...

OMG! We have the same curtains in our kitchen! Ok, now I will go back and read your post. HA!

Melody said...

If you move to Fayetteville I would be SO close! My parents live about 20 miles from there. When I visit them, I could visit you! So sorry things are hard today. I can't imagine how you must feel.

Suertemom said...

I know God is with you no matter what happens. I'm following you from Friday Blog Hop. I'd love a follow back. Thanks!

Susan Evans said...

I've lost a baby, too. I'm praying for you...

"We can cry with hope, we can grieve with hope, because we believe with hope.."