8.30.2011

laiken and baby



Isn't this a pitiful picture? See nose, knee, and elbow..:( Laiken got pushed down while running at the park Friday night. She was so hysterical..it hurt me so bad to see her like that. She is just so precious, and I'm so proud of her. Last week, she was saved and this next week she is going to be baptized. I'm just so blessed and happy for her!

I still feel pretty bad. Nausea, dizziness, tiredness and a blah feeling. BUT this sweet life inside of me is growing, and has a strong heartbeat and everything looks perfect. There are no clots or anything abnormal. Sooo thankful. The Dr. said everything looks great. But I know that doesn't mean much..my BP is fine, it was high when I got to the clinic but when I left it was 110/70. I check it at home and its been fine. We have chalked it up to white coat syndrome and me being very very nervous and anxious. I can't explain how I feel...

I can say I just won't relax or stop being anxious or nervous until I have a baby in my arms. The blogging community has been a great help, because I have followed several moms who have had babies after their losses or who are pregnant. It's been comforting to read about real people, real moms who know how I feel.

Well, its off to football practice we go!



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8 comments:

Hillary said...

I'm here for you anytime you need anything friend! We are both living in the town of Crazyville right now so if you need to vent, worry, complain about anything just give a holler!

Lots of love xoxox

Melody said...

I'm glad baby is ok. I'm SO tired of having to be close to a trashcan all day but SO thankful that I "Feel" pregnant! It's hard, I know (and I only have one other child) but it will be worth it when we have our babies! Oh, and I know this is kinda personal but the husband has been really ignored lately so I gave in last night and then worried for hours that I hurt our baby! UGH! I'm hoping he'll be fine with once every 3 weeks, lol.

Melissa said...

So glad everything is going well with baby :)

blessedmomto8 said...

YAY for baby being healthy and good! BOO for your girl getting hurt!

The Mama said...

Pooorrr Laiken! I hope she heals quickly!

I too have some white coat symdrome. Glad you have your own bp machine and it is finat at home. And yay that everything looks great! Praying for you, and for that sweet baby life growing inside of you

Emily said...

Poor Laiken - that looks awful!! Sorry to hear that you're feeling so bad too. Glad baby is doing well, though. Hope you're feeling great soon!

Laurie said...

So glad your baby is doing well! Yay for Laiken getting saved!
We love C.D. We are just so thankful for what he has done!!!

Kim said...

Laiken does look pitiful:( I hope she is feeling better! So glad things are going well with baby:)

"We can cry with hope, we can grieve with hope, because we believe with hope.."