7.22.2012

Sawyer

On March 13th, 2012 my life forever changed and the missing piece to my puzzle was born.



Sawyer Bliss has brought me more joy than anyone can possibly ever know. I thank Him for her every day.

Sawyer has had some odd characteristics since she was born, but nothing that screamed to me.

Two days before she turned four months old, she got her second round of shots. She screamed and screamed and ran fever for 3 days. I noticed she started having tremors and her eyes were rolling around.

A week later, she started having small seizures. And my life changed again as I realized my beautiful girl wasn't as "normal" as I thought.





I really don't want to go into too much detail, but we are facing a very scary life altering diagnosis. I pray they are wrong, I pray that He heals her if they are right. I honestly just don't feel comfortable right now talking too much about what is going on. I've asked people to pray for her, and I've gotten a lot of "why's?".

When I know more, I will be more open. But right now I am just asking you to please pray for her.

I know that no matter what her future holds, she is perfect and will always be the perfect piece that completed our puzzle.

12 comments:

Sarah said...

Oh Ashley, I had no idea when you asked for prayers that it would be something like this. I'm lifting that sweet baby up to Jesus as well as you and her daddy. Praying my dear friend.

Kim H. said...

I'm so sorry you are dealing with this. I will be praying along with you that they are wrong. If they think it's a vaccine injury - I have a dear friend with a 13 yo who has dealt with it for years... I can hook you up for support if you'd like.

In the meantime, you have my prayers and love. If you need to vent, I am here.

Summer said...

oh shit Ash, I'm crying my eyeballs out as I type this! Ya'll have been thru so so so so much! Little Miss Sawyer Bliss will be just fine I just know it...text me and let me know so I won't freak until you announce on blogger mmmkay! Give her big hugs and kisses from Aunt Summie and know that I am having God on speed dial and praying and hoping and wishing all is ok. I love you guys to the moon and back! love EVE

The Momma said...

I am praying. I am on my knees right now praying for your sweet angel, and for you and your whole family. Love ya sweet friend!! Please keep us updated!

Hillary said...

Oh my goodness! Many many prayers for sweet Sawyer! Lots of love to you both!

xoxox

Nancy said...

Ashley - I'm praying so hard. I just read this year Jenny McCarthy's "Louder Than Words" & we all need to be praying for green (true forms) of vaccines. I promise you & beautiful Sawyer will be in my prayers. If you want my book, email me your address & I will send it to you tomorrow. It has all sorts of wonderful resources in the back on eliminating metal toxicity & lots of good recommended Dr's. My email is nlbh77@yahoo.com

HUGS & LOVE my friend!! Nancy

KERRY said...

Hi Ashley, I am thinking of you and your sweet baby girl and hope for nothing but the best for her with whatever she is struggling through at the moment. I hope all our love and thoughts can lift you up xoxo

Kim said...

Oh Ashley, I am thinking dearly of you. I know how much joy she has brought into your life after losing Ryan, I am sorry you have a shadow hanging over you. When you're ready you talk, but please know for now that we are thinking of you!

lovejoy_31 said...

Sending prayers and hopes that the drs are wrong. She is beautiful!!!

Jennifer Bell said...

Praying for your sweet girl!

Courtney said...

I love you Ashley Jo and I am praying for that sweet girl and if you need me I am a short quick phone call away. You know that!! XOXO

FrouFrouBritches said...

Ashley, I'm so sorry for what you're going through. Praying for your family and Sweet Sawyer.

"We can cry with hope, we can grieve with hope, because we believe with hope.."