Lots of randamity...

I got my big tree up. I only did white and silver and left the black off. It's really pretty but it's hard to get a good picture of it because there is no color..

(my ottoman is in front of the tree because I just vacuumed.)
I've been cleaning all afternoon..I haven't really cleaned in a couple of months because I haven't been able to. But it feels good to actually be able to clean..plus it smells better;)

I've been looking for a picture frame to put some of Ryan's ultrasound photos in and I haven't been able to find one the right size. I came across one today at Dollar General for $2.00 so I snatched it up.

I put it on the mantle for now. I know Ryan is not an angel, but I bought this angel to put by her pictures. It seemed appropriate and I got it for $1 at the dollar tree.

I went to the dollar general, family dollar, and dollar tree today. I actually got some really cute Christmas stuff. I was excited. Scotty and I ate lunch with the kids at school today..I feel needy. I like Scotty close to me right now. I went with him to the Dr. yesterday and he will be having some heart tests next week if you will say a prayer for him.;)

This last week has been so hard..God's grace gets me through each day. I am so unworthy of Him..
I have never felt so broken and so blessed at the same time. I hug my kids a little tighter every day and am so thankful for all that I have. I have never questioned more the wisdom of God's plan..but I know it has to be so much better than mine;) I trust in that.

I'm feeling 100% back to normal, I just really don't feel like being around people. I was supposed to go to a candle party tonight but I changed my mind. I decided pizza, candles, pajamas, popcorn, cookies and movies sounded better. Especially with my kiddos.
Thanks for your prayers and sweet messages. I have gotten so many sweet messages and I am so thankful...
I hope everyone has a great weekend!!
Psalms 34:18
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saved those who are crushed in spirit.
I love this verse!;)
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Ashley Jo Anglin


Kelsey said...

Great to hear you are feeling 100% again for the most part! Loved your update, enjoy that pizza and family time!!

Heather said...

Your night sounds PERFECT to me. I love that verse...it has meant a lot to me in seasons of my life. However you feel is right and you have permission to not only feel it but to do whatever you want/need to....or NOT do whatever. Keep relying on God and trusting Him each minute...He will carry you and meet every need. Praying for you.

Melody said...

I'm glad you are able to move around freely and I am SO glad Scotty is home with you!

Natalie said...

The frame that you found for Ryan's ultrasound pics is precious and so is the angel! Glad that you are feeling pretty much back to yourself again. Enjoy your family time sis;)

"We can cry with hope, we can grieve with hope, because we believe with hope.."