Ryan Elizabeth Anglin

My sweet baby was born this morning at around 9 am. She was and is very loved. Although her time with me was very short, I loved her so much. I loved hearing her heartbeat and seeing her sweet face on ultrasounds. I'll try to post more recent ones later..blogging is a way for me to heal and also to remember. Pregnancy loss has become all too real. I've had several people ask me why her name isn't Landry Kate. I could not do it. I could not use that name, I associated it with the last baby and I spent a very long time dreaming I would hold my Landry Kate. Ryan has no significance and Elizabeth is just a name from both sides of my family and I decided after I found out she was gone that she would be Ryan Elizabeth.
I lost alot of blood. I'm about to recieve blood since my counts are low and I'm feeling dizzy.
Thank you for all your prayers, I appreciate it so much. I have been blessed with sweet nurses and doctors and I'm so glad for that.
If my counts are ok in the morning, I can go home. 7(almost) days in this hospital bed has been rough. All these drugs have left me feeling yucky.
On Friday there will be a graveside memorial @ 2 pm. I feel blessed that I'm able to have that for my sweet girl. I miss her so much already.

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Ashley Jo Anglin


Heather said...

Ashley- I am so very sorry for you and so sorry for your loss. I love the name Ryan Elizabeth and I will say a prayer for that sweet baby girl in heaven tonight. I am thankful she is with Jesus but my heart wishes she could have lived here with us. I am choosing to trust God with His plan, though. Still praying for you and God's plans for you and your family.

Sarah said...

I am so very very sorry for your loss. Your posts have moved me to tears. I can't imagine your pain, but will continue lifting you up in prayer!

Melody said...

I am crying with you. I am so sad for you that this happened! I will continue to pray for you!

"We can cry with hope, we can grieve with hope, because we believe with hope.."