Ryan Elizabeth Anglin

My sweet baby was born this morning at around 9 am. She was and is very loved. Although her time with me was very short, I loved her so much. I loved hearing her heartbeat and seeing her sweet face on ultrasounds. I'll try to post more recent ones later..blogging is a way for me to heal and also to remember. Pregnancy loss has become all too real. I've had several people ask me why her name isn't Landry Kate. I could not do it. I could not use that name, I associated it with the last baby and I spent a very long time dreaming I would hold my Landry Kate. Ryan has no significance and Elizabeth is just a name from both sides of my family and I decided after I found out she was gone that she would be Ryan Elizabeth.
I lost alot of blood. I'm about to recieve blood since my counts are low and I'm feeling dizzy.
Thank you for all your prayers, I appreciate it so much. I have been blessed with sweet nurses and doctors and I'm so glad for that.
If my counts are ok in the morning, I can go home. 7(almost) days in this hospital bed has been rough. All these drugs have left me feeling yucky.
On Friday there will be a graveside memorial @ 2 pm. I feel blessed that I'm able to have that for my sweet girl. I miss her so much already.


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Ashley Jo Anglin